Depression sucks

I always think of myself as a fighter but Im also someone who likes to think positive so once again Im having to admit that depression is starting to sink its ugly teeth into my rear end. Ive known from past experiences that just willing it to go away doesnt work so Ive decided I need to make a appointment with my doctor and go back on antidepressants. I need to be the best person I can be because Im a mother and I refuse to let my kids down.